OMG!!!
I noe i hae nt been updating for super duper long..
cause...
i aso nthg interesting to blog..
Lolx.=P

No lahz..
jux pure lazy to blog..
always online is to go...
FB!!!!
Lolx.=P

Anyway i wan sae is...
i was LATE 4 wrk yst!!!
wat e!!!
cause i c wrong schedule..
thought i shld b wrking afternoon yst..
n i was actually morning..
THX 2 my "Dr Ng" hu called mi...
sound so k nt make in the fone!

Luckily my sis neve sae anything..
jux sae tt to go hm at 5..
so all my morning collegues cum to mi n sae:"happy wrking till 5" when they r gg off 4 wrk..
wat e!!!
so i slack ard the ward, go help ard give IVs..
super k nt make it!!
Lolx.=P

WHEN THE GG GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GG!!!=)

Yahz..
dis quote is everywhere..
on my msn nic too..
although i changed my FB one..
my FB is: EVERY SETBACKS ARE THERE TO CREATE STEPS SO WE CAN CLIMB UP..
specially created by my SCANDAL!!!
Love her lots!=)

If u ppl r wondering wat is happening..
wat's w all dis quotes..

Well..
i breakdwn AGAIN..
Yahz..
FREAKING SECOND TIME!!!
seriously cried lyk mad dis time rd..
mayb due to all my colleagues kept on ask mi: r u okay, r u okay?
n once they started asking , my tears jux started rolling dwn..
i aso dun noe y it did..
it jux started..
n the uncle hu is usually chatty, didn't dare to chat w mi when i m doing dressing 4 him cause i m tearing away..
SRY! UNCLE!!!
n even my preceptor thought tt is her tone of voice too harsh on mi..
but is rly nt..
i aso dun noe y i cried...

i jux felt so lousy, so disappointed on myself..
i m so slow in doing stuff...
n so many things still need to rely on my preceptor,
n my juniors, my preceptor didn't even went 4 break..
felt super duper bad abt it..
mayb i set too high of expectations on myself..
i rly dun noe y i cried..
Lolx.=P

Anyway i wan to sae a BIG THANK YOU 2 my scandal..
Rly thx 4 making mi smile again, all ur wrds, ur mes n ur TIME-OUT!!!
p.s: u still owe mi cannulation..
Lolx.=P
LOVE U LOTS!=)


to myself:
I may nt b the best, but i will try to b the best..=)

I embarrassed myself yst!!!
i m so tensed up by my overwhelming wrkload..
I did hae a small weeny breakdwn..
I teared a bit cause i thought i lost my pt appt card...
AHHH!!!!

so embarassing..
Haiz..

i told myself tt dis incident won't happen again..
NO!!!!
Never, ever...

I will noe my pt v well..
so when my acting sis start qns-ing mi., i k ans her...
I will nt b so tensed up..
I will MAKE it de!!!!
JIA YOU, ROU!!!!=)

guess wat m i FEELING nw?

feeling so SLACK!!!
serious!
Everyday go wrk, jux slack here, slack there..
Lolx.=P

actually nt rly, i still do my wrk.. ok?
but jux nt as tiring as my GS ward...
u k neve go 4 ur assigned breaktime..
even go break, aso muz b bck fast..
Lolx.=P

Haiz..
when k my ward re-open?
I MISS nt gg 4 break, stand thru ut the shift, doing a lot of dressings, seeing all the dressing trays stacking up @ the disposal rm, send & fetch pt..
I MISS IT!!!
cal mi mad, cal mi crazy..
cal mi anything..
but i rly dun k nt stand slack, slack..
Lolx.=P

I M BCK!!!
Finally, after so long..
i m bck to blog..

been v busy dis few wks..
been caught up w wrk..

n i rly wish tt the piggy flu will go away FAST!!!
is rly torturing 4 us to b putting on mask everyday..
all of us were perspiring lyk mad under the mask..
n we all sound weird w the mask..
Lolx.=P

althought we hae to take a lot of precaution: take temp, weare mask, handwash n etc..
but i believe we k brave thru it de..=)

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day is not enough...

Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full...
They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded with an unanimous 'yes'.
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar,effectively filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.
'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided, 'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life…
The golf balls are the important things - God, family, children, health, friends, and favorite passions. Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car…
The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.
'If you put the sand into the jar first,' he continued, 'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
So... Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play with children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take loved ones out to dinner.
Go for a holiday.
There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.
'Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter.
Set your priorities.
The rest is just sand.'
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled.'I'm glad you asked.
It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

=)

OMG!!!
Only 14 days left of my "honeymoon" period lahz..
sob!=(

Yahz..
hae been having lects @ SGH which i had to report @ 8am..
which mean i need to wake up @ 6am...
i rly do need to drag myself out fro the bed...
Lolx.=P
n guess wat...
the lect ends @ 430pm..
rly do sit till butt pain pain..
but dun need go bck ward to wrk..
it is nt tt bad..
Lolx.=P


Gg to noe which ward i m gg to tml le..
AHHH!!!
rly pray hard tt i will get a gd ward or go bck to the same ward tt i prcp fro..
but chances of gg bck lyk nt v big..
cause the ward sis didn't even noe there r new staffs coming in..
Haiz..
so pple..
do cross ur TEN fingers n ur TEN toes 4 mi tml tt i will get a gd ward..
ok?
Lolx.=P